Just a quick update from phone, just so I know the date!!
I was just sitting outside with the dogs, I have to stay with them as Amber is naughty and gets out. Well the day is warm and quiet and calm. Blue skies and fluffy white clouds, in the distance I can hear chickens clucking and cocks crowing. Then overhead a bee flew by, a large bushy bee and then to the right of me the quick staccato fluttering of a butterfly. I couldn't quite see what it was but it wasn't the common or garden cabbage white, but either a peacock or red admiral, either way it made me smile and brought about a small piece of calm on this day.